8th December

I worked almost half of the day today. Yesterday I didn't feel tired but today, I was kind of exhausted. While working, I am standing all through the day so that my feet are swollen. But I like the job. My coworkers are nice and environment of the cafe is always good. Also I need to save money, so I want to work more time. 

by the way, I feel sleepy so much now haha.

 

See you tomorrow.

7th December

Today I started to work at 7:30am and finished almost 3pm. It was busy as usual, so I felt time flies so fast. I didn't make a big mistake but I lost my concentration some times.... I need to focus all the time.

 

after working, I went to a library that is near my house and studied English for a few hours. 

then, I had dinner but I messed up........ I spilled miso soup even though I already took a shower.......... and the cushion was dirtied...  I have to do laundry.....

 

anyway, I have to be more careful. 

6th December

I'm going to write a diary as possible as every day. Today, it's day off so I did laundry and made meal preps for myself. I don't want to cook everyday so that  I usually do that.

And I watched Netflix rest of the day. I have some series that I'm getting into. I really enjoy watching these episodes:)

 

then today is game day. I had VPN account, so It is able to watch B league games. My favorite team is struggling with a lot of problems but I want them to win today. Can't wait!

 

See ya🫶🏻

こんなにも

こんなにもあんなにも、大事にしてきたし、今でもしているのに、そうではないと思っている人が一定数いるのが辛い。

やっぱり一生わかりあえない。

いや、わかりあいたくもない。

一度でもそんな言葉を吐いた人にわかって欲しいとは思わない。

はあ(´･_･`)

 

いろいろ

あの時もっとできたな

他の言い方すればよかったな

私の対応大丈夫だったかな

 

毎日起きるできごとにそんなことを思いながら。

 

リラックスするのが難しいけれど、それが私だからうまくうきあっていくしかない。

 

そんなことを書きたくなった。